Recommended by Angela

It happened again. I went down another sick & twisted rabbit hole.... And I loved it! Bonny Capps writes one hell of a shockingly twisted story. Sofia is living an amazing life when it is suddenly all taken away from her. She finds herself in Russia and before she knows it, is being drugged and taken against her will by the Mafia. The book follows her on the downward spiral her life quickly becomes. Demetri is sadistic and insane. Fans of the deeply dark reads will have a love/hate relationship with him. And Vadim. I kept rooting for Vadim to save the day but he was constantly fighting his own demons and struggles. Part of their family business is unbelievably sick and disgusting and Sofia finds herself knee deep in all of it. Bonny gives you such depth with the characters, you cant help but get invested in the story and outcome. But, this is NOT a romance by any means. STRONG triggers. It is bloody, brutal and horrific at times. Read the authors warning and do not take it lightly. It ends with a cliff hanger that will leave your head spinning. For my dark lovers out there, this is a must read.

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I gasp when his hand wraps around my throat before he slams my head onto the mattress. He smiles deviously as my bottom lip begins to tremble.

"Why? Why what? Take you? That's simple." I tilt my head as I watch his expression darken before he whispers, "Because I wanted to."

He grips the backs of my thighs before pushing my knees to the bed. "This is mine," he murmurs as he observes my pussy. "Understand, that if anyone ever touches what is mine, I will fucking kill them in the most horrific way- and you will watch every second."


Publisher's Synopsis

This book is not just dark - it’s horrific, depraved and disturbing. If you do not enjoy books containing blood, guts, taboo and more – this book is not for you


I remember the days when it was me and the ice.

The jarring sounds that my skates would make when they’d slice through my frozen stage... remembering my mother’s smiling face as she watched me perform.

She was so proud.

She was the best.

Then she was taken suddenly. I never even got to say goodbye.

It was her wish that I go to Russia to discover my roots, and I did.

I never, in a million years, would foresee what would happen after that.
In order to survive, sometimes you have to do things that you’re not proud of.

My entire life has been a performance. At first, it was the ice.
And now… it’s behind an 8 millimeter camera.

The second book in this series will be released summer 2016


I read. I create. I get in trouble. That is me in a nutshell. I live in a snarky, artistic, eclectic world where I make jewelry and where BDSM and Dark Erotica are high on my reading list. I am an Alice in Wonderland Freak, an Edgar Allan Poe lover and an ocean addicted mermaid. I like originality when it comes to my books. The dirtier, the better. I am here to Discover, Share and Obsess. Join me, will you?

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